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On one occasion when Priya Nath takes out his Master’s Degree in Physics from Harvard University, Shri Nathji is overjoyed and touches it, and blesses it with both his hands. “He loves me so much and takes delight in all my successes. O Lord, what a wonderful, lovable father – dear Pitiji – you have given me. Never take him from me, O Lord, let me go with him – let us go together. I cannot live without Him, cannot even bear the thought. How often must I stop and ponder over dear Pitiji’s Love and Affection, and kindness and Self-effasiveness. He calls us Priya Nath was deeply conscious of the fact that all the troubles that came upon Shri Nathji were due to the mistakes that he committed. “Ham saa naa koyi hogaa daihar men badkumaarThere can be no worse a player than me in the whole world,Shri Nathji had taken the virtual poison that Dr. Corolli had been giving him over 1985-1987 for three years, while Priya Nath had stood by helplessly without changing doctors right at the start. The amount of suffering that Shri Nathji had endured over this period was impossible to relate, nor could that time be brought back and the mistakes committed in it be rectified.“Main aap hee ke liye to jee rahaa hoon!”“I am living only for your sake!”The devotees of old had left the planet earth. Those with whom Shri Nathji had a deep inner relationship were now no more. Khanna, Bhutt, the Kasera brothers, Lala Hargopal, Gangabai Bhutt, Shakuntala Mehra, and indeed the loyal devotees of Maharashtra, Dr. Baptiwale, Sohni, Ram Lal, Narsikar, had all gone.