Many a time I wondered why Pitaji had left so suddenly especially when He had vowed to stay on the earth upto the age of 120 years, to go on a world tour to see our marriages as well as His grandchildren, to complete His own biography as well as that of Shri Babaji and to do a host of other things. He had never said at any point that He wanted to leave.HE HAD CHANGED HIS WILL – HE WAS MASTER OF HIS WILL AND COULD CHANGE IT WHENEVER HE WANTED TO.A mother who had promised her children that she would remain with them – suddenly changed her mind and left them to save a drowning child elsewhere! “Main chaahoon to iss shareer ko laakhon varshon tak chamatkaar se rakh sakta hoon – magar phir aapko pataa kaise lagegaa main kitne varsh aapke saath rahaa! Naheen, main jab chaahoon iss shareer ko chhorr saktaa hoon. Mrityu meri apni banaayi pyaari vastu hai. Main usse aane doongaa.“I can keep this body by a miracle for lakhs of years. But then how will you know for how long I remained with you! No, I will leave whenever it is my Will to do so. Death is my own dear creation, and I shall allow it to come.”