Priya Nath records the following words in his diary, which Shri Nathji had uttered on March 17, 1992, the day before:“Hum jeenaa chaahate hain magar usski marzee hamen apne paas bulaane ki hoti hai–to vo insaan ki ichhaa ko naheen sunkar apne paas bulaa letaa hai.“We wish to live more but He wishes to call us to Himself. Therefore He does not listen to the prayers of man, but calls him to Himself.”Priya Nath is somewhat alarmed at the sinister undertones of this statement. Shri Nathji was playing a double role simultaneously–that of a visible, delicate, human form, and that of an All Powerful Invisible God. It was His Grand Play in which He had subjected His human form to all manner of frailty, appearing as man before God, and being both, simultaneously.“Mazaa hasti kaa letaa hoon gulo bulbul judaa bankar,“I take the joy of existence by assuming the forms of the Rose and the Nightingale in separation,Death, to Shri Nathji, was merely a changing from His visible Form to His Invisible Form, a changing from his finite form to His Infinite Form. The disappearing of a wave on the surface of the ocean to become one with its own self. “You left your comfortable abode in the heavens to come down upon earth and suffer for the sake of us human beings.”Shri Nathji had said on more than one occasion:“Main iss vishwa ki cheez naheen hoon. Main apnaa baikuntth chhorr kar aap logon ke paas aayaa hoon.“I do not belong to this world. I have come to you after leaving my abode in the Heavens.”On the physical plane there is Shri Nathji playing His part to perfection, asking Priya Nath about his favourite ‘brain tonic’ Sanatogen, saying: “Usse lekar “It boosts the energy.”