Mrs. Sawhney an elderly lady who had turned into a saint after she had met Thee, and who took Thy books to far off places – even to America – and who had first read THY ““SHRI NATHJI HAS UNDOUBTEDLY ENTERED WITHIN YOU AND BECOME A PART OF YOUR HEART AND SOUL.”It was a tremendous consolation to me. She explained why I did not have visions of THEE or even see THEE in my dreams. It was because THOU had entered my heart and soul.“HAM EK HI ATMAAN HAIN. EK HI RAHENGE!“We are both one soul. And we shall always remain One!”As I closed my DIARY NO. 25 forever, the last recording on it was;“O Pitaji! Nothing, nothing, can ever change the situation, to bring THEE back to me. O Dear Lord, O Dear, Dear, Pitiji. Thou hast gone forever, forever from me in THY physical frame!”Thy words echo in my ears:“Ye shareer hee to naheen miltaa. Ram gaye to phir kahaan aaye? Niraakaar to hameshaan hamaare saathh thhaa aur hameshaan rahegaa – ye saakaar roop hee to naheen milta. Ye cheez yugon ke baad aayi hai!“It is this earthly form that will never come again. Rama left and never returned. Krishna left and never returned. The Invisible God was ever there and shall always be there – but it is His human form that is so rare. This human form has come after ages!”