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Shri Nathji has another sweater brought for Mangla, as the one purchased had a hole in it, which Shri Nathji noticed. Shri Nathji notices even the smallest of things, and is so concerned about everyone’s welfare, even when he is acutely ill himself. This was yet another facet of his godliness. Another person in acute physical suffering would not even think of small things like a hole in anyone’s sweater, nor seek to replace the sweater.Shri Nathji had once said to Priya Nath:“Priyaji, saans kaa ruknaa bilkul bardaasht ke baahar hai–saans hee to zindagi hai!It was only then that Priya Nath had realised how terribly Shri Nathji had been suffering all throughout the suffocation attacks. To make matters worse, they were related to the heart and could cause the heart to collapse at any moment. It was this fear that preyed upon Priya Nath’s mind all the time so that he could neither eat nor sleep. He had lost all interest in playing music, and recorded ghazals only when Shri Nathji asked him to.