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Shri Nathji tells his devotees again:“YE “This special Function will perhaps not come again. Perhaps I may go away. There may be other places in the Universe where I am needed!”Later, when Priya Nath protests against these words of Shri Nathji, Shri Nathji immediately pacifies him with the pronouncement:“Main to ek sau bees saal tak rahoongaa!“I shall live for a 120 years!”But Priya Nath knows in his heart of hearts that Shri Nathji is merely saying this to keep him happy. If it were not for this assurance of Shri Nathji, Priya Nath would have remained in perpetual fear and anxiety and not slept even for one night. Shri Nathji had no alternative but to pacify Priya Nath with these words.“This life is certain to go – and therefore if it could serve God there would be no better end to it!”Shri Nathji dictates a beautiful ghazal in the morning – and even sings it:“Main dhoondaa jisko kartaa thhaa, meraa Saaki too hee nikalaa“Thou art the Saaki for whom I had searched all along,Shri Nathji listens to Priya Nath’s recordings, and later falls asleep after dinner, like a little child, with his ‘“We must make transcripts of the gist of the recording in various languages for the people of the world.”Alas, the dream was not realised, during His life-time. It was only Priya Nath who could make Shri Nathji’s dreams come true, but he was so engrossed in Shri Nathji’s health and well-being all the time that he could not think of anything else to do. Also there was this terrible depression that weighed heavily on his mind about Shri Nathji contemplating leaving the world. Even though Shri Nathji had given him the assurance of living up to the age of 120 years, yet the depression persisted. He was afraid that anything could happen to him any moment.There was a time several years ago when Priya Nath had said to Shri Nathji that he wished his name to go out to all corners of the earth, and Shri Nathji had said:“Jab iss duniyaan men raihanaa hee naheen hai, to inn cheezon ka kyaa faayedaa!“When we have not to stay in this world, then what is the use of all these things!”Priya Nath keeps on praying for his health and is worried about the insidious weight gain, and even gives Shri Nathji a ¼ Dytide diuretic which is milder than other diuretics. Shri Nathji loses one kilogram of weight after the Dytide and says he is feeling better than before – which is a miracle in itself!