However, my own condition after THY LEAVING WAS something like this, in the words of Pitaji written in His book: ‘“Kyaa kahoon haale dard pinhaani “How can I narrate the sorrow of my heart?I recollected Pitaji saying at the time of the going of Mahamateshwari:“Ye“This is a Sacred Sorrow! We must keep it in our hearts–because it reminds us of Mateshwari.”In Pitaji’s words:“Teraa vo gham jisse sau jaan se len ham shaadmaa hokar,“May we keep this sorrow for Thee, like the happiness of a hundred lives,