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I was very angry on the telephone with Bajpai, a devotee who had exploited Pitaji’s name, and amassed properties and wealth, calling himself the closest devotee of Pitaji, and not doing anything for Him. While Shri Nathji lived in a small three-roomed rented house at Delhi, the man lived in a 100-room ashram at Allahabad, and had amassed properties worth crores in Bombay, Calcutta and Indore. “Saare milkar hameen ko be-vakoof banaane lagte hain!“All have a tendency to exploit us!”Shri Nathji had once said about those who deceived Him:“Mujhe makar dete ho? Main to makkaaron kaa bhee banaane vaalaa hoon!“Would you deceive me? I,–who have created even the deceitful?”Indeed if I ever became angry with anyone, Shri Nathji would never correct me but always say that I had said the right thing, and also add: “Aap se kabhi galti naheen ho sakti!O Lord, Pitaji is asleep. He just turned towards His left side, towards me.O Lord, never before has the output fallen so low! Pitaji’s weight had also gone up to more than 41.5 kg this morning, which was a worrisome thing. O Lord, please help us and save us. O Lord, please get the extra fluid out of His system by THY GRACE without any diuretic, O Dear, Dear, Lord.“Achhee hai!”