There was a disturbing telephone call from the antagonists at Dehra Dun in the big room, where Shri Nathji was also sitting. I had to shout very loudly over the phone – which caused Pitaji to worry greatly over my health. He kept on asking me repeatedly:“Man par to asar naheen huaa kaheen?“I hope you didn’t take it to heart?”Pitaji was concerned lest the shouting by me impair my health and asked me to be less loud over the telephone.“Uss talvaar ka kyaa faayedaa huaa jo apne aap hi ko kaate!“Of what use such a sword (of Anger) which harms one’s own self?”I was very sorry afterwards for having alarmed Pitaji so. O Lord it is always my foolishness and stupidity that results in Pitaji getting into trouble. I am the root cause of His deteriorating health.“Mere paas bulaao unko – main unhen samjhaaoonga to vo maan jaayenge.“Call them before me. When I speak to them they shall come to the right path.”But Priya Nath was too afraid to allow these adversaries to come before Shri Nathji. They could easily strain His heart and do untold damage.“Aah vo dil ho jahaan men intashaare zindagi“Alas that the heart be filled with sorrow in the world,At 7:45 pm Pitaji and I walked in the big room, but the walk was aborted by a fast pulse of 96 on a mere 10 rounds. O Lord, the day was practically ruined for me – and I fell into a depression on seeing the Hydra of the fast pulse make itself manifest again.