I had brought a very special portrait from Mussoorie – the portrait of THYSELF made in 1954 in Akola by an Artist, ‘Ankushar’, by name, which shows THEE as LORD VISHNU with four arms. Maybe it is THY wish that I see Thee in this form only and forget about THY HUMAN FORM, which was part of THY “Ye meraa shareer bhautik shareer naheen hai – ye aapki bhaavnaaon kaa shareer hai!”O Dear, Dear, Pitaji, whoever hears me speak says that THOU art speaking through me and that I am sounding just like THEE – but why art THOU hiding THYSELF from me? Why art THOU blotting out our memories together?