I gave Him a Sorbitrate under the tongue and thereafter proceeded to take His pulse which was running at 140!! – and it continued to run at this speed for HALF an HOUR, O LORD, during which Pitiji felt uneasy, but was otherwise all right, complaining of ‘IT WAS THE FIRST TIME IN PITAJI’S HISTORY THAT I HAD SEEN THIS HAPPEN.I called Dr. Umesh Gupta and he sent a young doctor from his hospital. I also called up a certain Dr. Marya of Mahindra Hospital living close by – and he also came.O LORD, WHY IS ALL THIS HAPPENING AT A TIME WHEN WE ARE APPROACHING JUNE 23?“O My God, why hast Thou forsaken me?”As Shri Nathji had often said:“Jab duniyaa ke sab darvaaze band ho jaate hain to insaan tere dwaar par aataa hai. Agar vo bhee band ho jaaye to phir kahaan jaaye? Kyon ke dwaar hi ek hai!“When all the doors of the world close, man comes to THY (God’s) door. And if even that door be closed where can he go? Because there is only that one door!”Shri Nathji had written a “Too hee batlaa duaae dil ko lekar ham kahaan jaayen,“Tell us, Thou, where we must take the Prayer of our Hearts?Priya Nath continues his diary:Along with Dr, Marya there was a certain Dr. Sood, whom Dr. Umesh Gupta had sent, and they discussed the Eosinophilia of Pitaji – with Dr. Marya suggesting X-Rays.“Aah vo dil ho jahaan men intashaare zindagiAlas, that the heart be filled with restlessness in the world