April 4, 1992, Saturday, begins in a bad way with Shri Nathji having great mental toxicity and an unusually bad stomach which was only 30-40% relieved by Fruit Salt. His mouth tasted bad, and He had lost all appetite. It was probably due to the new Nifedipine tablets.“Itnaa barraa pasaaraa karne ki kyaa zaaroorat thhee! Ttheek to chal rahe thhe! Zaraa see chalte vakt thhakaavat huyi thhee – vo hat gayi.“What was the need for these involvements! I was all right! It was just a little fatigue that went away”Shri Nathji was right. Perhaps doctors were making a mountain out of a mole-hill. “Har uljhan men uski suljhan hai! Bhagwan ne kissee ko itnaa vivash naheen kiya ke uski mushkil ko door na kare. Jo“Every problem has its solution within itself. God has not made anyone so helpless that there are no answers to his problems. The forces of Nature that bring forth sleep contain within themselves the power of bringing about an awakening as well!”Shri Nathji feels better as the day progresses, but says the food is absolutely insipid and tasteless and with a monotonous sameness – “Khaane men kuchh svaad to honaa chahiye. Bilkul hi khaanaa aisaa tasteless hotaa hai. Roz voyi voyi cheezen – Lauki aur paneer.”Priya Nath had chosen this insipid, monotonous diet, because of the fear of the dreaded gas problem. But even this simple food was not of much help in controlling the gas. It never occurred to Priya Nath that perhaps the awfully sour, bitter, heart medicines were affecting the stomach. And, even if they were, they could not be avoided, nor could anything be done about them.“System “The system is returning to normalcy. The eyes appear to be opening – as if the intoxicating feeling is going. We can take the blood pressure in a while.”And saying this, Shri Nathji goes to sleep again. When he awakens, Priya Nath takes his blood pressure and finds it to be 220/70, which is a really high value, but then it was usually high in the mornings before the Nifedipine was given“Ttheek hai naa