And then it is Holi on March 7, 1985.“I have stopped pleading with you! Do as you will!”But, no sooner, does he get angry with his dear “Pitaji” than he rushes to embrace him in tears. His outbursts are chiefly due to Shri Nathji’s physical agonies, which Shri Nathji inflicts upon Himself, but which are unendurable for Priya Nath.