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Dr. Marya came at 11 am-12:00 am and said the ECG was a bit difficult to decipher, but that it was a Supraventricular Tachycardia. Finally the cause of the fast pulse appeared identified. “Kuchh naheen hai! Chalaa gayaa hai! Jaise bartan ko aag se utaaro to garam hotaa hai kuchh“It is nothing. It is gone. It is like a vessel that has been taken off the fire, but retains its parting heat.”O DEAR, DEAR, PITAJI, WHAT A WONDERFUL, BEAUTIFUL, BRAVE SOUL PITAJI IS! NO ONE CAN BE BRAVER THAN HIM. CONSOLING ME IN THE MIDST OF A LIFE-THREATENING CRISIS AND BRUSHING IT ASIDE AS IF IT WERE NOTHING.But, for me, the entire day passed in gloom. Pitaji was determined to suffer, to relieve the world of its sufferings, no matter how hard I prayed. Christ was determined to be crucified no matter how hard His mother or followers prayed that He not inflict this suffering upon Himself.