But then, O Dear, Dear Lord, I realised the horror of bringing THEE back to an uninhabitable body – and consigning THEE to a life of unmitigated physical suffering perhaps for years – for no purpose at all except that I could love, worship, cuddle THEE like a child. “PIYAJI, MAIN TAB TAK NAHEEN JAAOONGAA JAB TAK AAP NAHEEN CHAAHENGE!It was I who was binding Pitaji down to an Earth where His mission was over, where His Avatar in the 20th Century was at an end. He had been enduring the sufferings of all these illnesses only for my sake. “Prabhuji, aap kyon apnaa baikunth Lok chhorrkar ham paapiyon ke liye iss duniyaan men aa gaye!“O Lord, why didst Thou leave Thy Heaven to come down to earth for the sake of sinners like us!”I had to allow Pitiji to remain in His ‘