Dr. Kaushal had wrongly interpreted the ECG –as Priya Nath was to discover in later days when other doctors looked at it. The ECG had shown a most dangerous development, the insidious beginning of a heart attack.“Why! Why! Why! Why must this suffering come upon you? It would have been better if I had not been born on earth to witness this. Why this crucifixion? I have failed to look after you. I have not even been able to obtain a proper doctor..!”It was March 12, 1991, recorded by Priya Nath as one of the most horrible moments of his life. Never had he heard Shri Nathji groan. He is reminded of the agony of Lord Rama in the Ramayana, weeping and groaning, as he tries to locate Sitaji.