Suddenly it occurred to me that the rest of the world was full of strangers for me, and Pitaji had existed only for MY sake, to fill my Life with the Light of His Love Divine. I, WHO COULD NOT LIVE WITHOUT HIM FOR EVEN A MOMENT, WAS ALIVE AND WELL, DESPITE THE FACT THAT HE HAD GONE.But because His Body was still there, perhaps it was a source of consolation to me that HE was still with me. The real test would come after the Body, too, had mingled into the elements from which it come.“Keep others happy even if it means plunging thyself into pain.”Pitaji kept everyone happy – including the devotees and doctors and myself – right up to the last moments of His Life. Even those who caused Him unendurable physical agony were blessed by Him.