I was not even weeping, nor in any great sorrow. An indefinable peace had decended upon me. It was Pitaji’s miracle. No longer was I calling out to a separate God in Invisible Form. There was Pitaji and only He, who was God.“Vaar to ochhaa parraa thhaa, gir parre ham aap se,“The weapon missed, but I fell of my own accord,It was only when I saw the number of people who had been affected by the sheer enormity of what had happened that I began to realise what a great calamity had befallen the planet.