1981 had been a year that was altogether powerful, agonizing and divine. It was a year in which Shri Nathji suffered physically more than at any other time in his life. It was a year in which his divinity shown out in the fullness of its glory. While in extreme physical suffering, he gave of the nectar of life to others. While faced with the terrible prognosis of cancer in its last stage, there was Shri Nathji defying and challenging the disease at every stage, and vanquishing it in the end.“Tere vaade par jeeye ham to ye jaan jhoot jaanaaI lived on thy promises, knowing them to be false,